I am not a performer. I would much rather sit amongst the crowd, than be in the limelight. There has been quite a bit of interest from the media about our move to Milford, and our chosen digs. The phone started ringing after our Globe and Mail article was published in January 2016. Just last week, a television show from the U.K. and Germany have ask to film our home. It all makes me cringe slightly. I am flattered that people find our life choices interesting, but the thought of being on stage makes me want to lock the door, turn out the lights and draw the shades.
The Marilyn Denis Show contacted me about a year ago to appear on their show. I kept declining as it takes a lot of effort to clean up my home, look presentable, and squash my stage fright. They wanted to send in a film crew, and I just couldn’t bring myself to say yes. I kept imagining that I would simultaneously throw up and pee my pants in front of the camera and crew, and then they would accidentally air my social faux pas on national television. Just for the record, I have never done that in public before but it seemed like a rational concern at the time.
A few months back, they came up with another option. I was to film the episode myself, and mail it in. Now this was an option I could get my head around. Luckily my friend Mike from Authentic Media offered to help film my M.D. spot. Even when it was just Mike and me, I was still quite nervous.
Yesterday was my big premiere. I got all dressed up in my track pants, and watched it with my kids last night. It is not as bad as I had feared. I was going to quietly let it slip under the radar, but I thought I would share it with you. I am never going to own the stage (even though I do own a stage but you know what I mean), and be comfortable in my own skin in front of a camera. It is not a skill I ever plan to hone. I am going to go with generally awkward, nervous with odd hands gestures, respectively rumpled clothes, not enough make up for television, and a slightly lopsided face. Because that’s me in front of a camera, or in person because I’ve accidentally lost control of my bladder while throwing up in public.
If you’d like to peruse some celebrity homes, learn about front door makeovers, and see my clip then click here. If you want to go right to my highlights, then skip to minute 21.
Enjoy the show!